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she dreams
a driver's license
the congratulory letter from csb
she thinks
February 9, 2010

sometimes suicide seems like the best option.
time is running out for me.

there are so many things that i dont understand.
so many questions without an answer.

i think my body will collapse someday.
for now, i just have to fight on.
its an uphill battle that you must not lose.